E4L :)
denise and i were supposed to go to church and do our work today and we went!but we studied for bout half and hour to forty-five minutes and then we fell asleep.such a failure. and we slept for almost and hour!this is bad.nothing much was done.thus, we decided to go home and sleep instead.argh.have to rush my work later.this is bad.i doubt i can finish!!!!!
things to be done by tmr:
- 4 current affairs journal
- study for f&n test
- do notes on chapter5 for social studies
- do 4 exercises for geography workbook
- do social studies corrections for the entire paper
this is bad!this is bad!im not gonna be able to finish!!all i've done is like finish studying halfway for my f&n.die!!im gonna fail again la.argghh
hey charlene!
its sunday. the worst day of the week.
everything goes wrong on sundays.
everything just sucks on sundays.
i'm feeling damn terrible on sundays.
yup. i'm feeling bored and useless now.
so i decided to update your blog.
haha. feel like calling you to entertain me but i suppose you're still sleeping.. or maybe i shld let you do your homework.. tsk tsk..
this morning when i woke up i felt so lost in my own world, like everything else seemed so far away, so out of reach. in church my mind was somewhere lost in my own galaxy.. in the car i almost cried. then during lunch, i couldn't eat. dunno why. just no appetite. then after lunch i thought of many stuff that happened in the past. thought of the many things that made me laugh, and i started smiling to myself. felt happier for a while. then i thought of other stuff that really sucked. haha. then i felt sadder again.
i want to say my life sucks, but i know it doesn't actually..
love you lots!
-- denise cheong.
How can i sing when my words have run dry?
how can i smile with a tear in my eyes?
Summer's so lost when it's raining in june...
that's how i feel....
When im missing U..?
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hii charlene!!its been a long time since i've updated your blog. =)hmmm. i'm so bored. and i'm so hungry too.haix. i'm having gastrics and i'm eating mentos mint. =)hahah. there are some people in my hse to fix dunno what.they are so inefficient.they have been in my hse since 4pm in the afternoon until now.its already 9pm now. and they tell me they haven fixed what they're supposed to fix yet.haix. they are so slow lah.so irritating. wth.okok. you help me update my blog okaay?i very lazy.hahah. yupyup. and you better take care of yourself okay?so long already you still sick.drink more water!! =)love.melissa lee =)
wow.im actually here updating again.haha.im feeling sick again.argh.i feel so weak.i feel cold.my head hurts.my throat hurts.my eyelids are heavy.my bone pain.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa.im gonna die!!hahaahahaha.
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its past midnight now.when everyone's sleeping.i just woke up.wow.haha.im starting to miss camp a lil now((: and its all jess's fault for influencing me.
i wanna go back to camp though the floor is hard and my nights are sleepless.i miss my grp,all the nonsensical stuff.i miss my bunk mates.haha.i miss disturbing jess and not letting her sleep.i miss whispering in the nights and talking bout funny stuff and messaging secretly in the nights not getting caught.but obviosly i dun enjoy getting bullied but there's my brother's at home.argh.i miss camp.i miss phily.i miss mel.i miss jingmin.i miss jon.i miss ruben.i miss joel.i miss wilcent.i miss everyone.i miss the hard cold floor.i miss always being homeless.i miss screaming.i miss the games.i miss bombing ppl.i miss getting bombed.i miss guessing who's my shepard.i miss sneaking down at night.i miss sitting outside the toilet.i miss singing in the toilet.i miss the flattened kaya bread.i miss talking on the phonebut ppl just kept scolding me.argh.i miss everything la.i miss the mushrooms and french beans too((:
i dun like sembawang.i dun like the campsite.make me get stomachaches and gotta take charcoal pills.3 charcoal pills in like 5 hrs.thats bad.and my stomach still hurts.this is bad.gotta see doctor tmr.argh.but can miss choir camp((: so that not bad.haha
i dun feel like eating but im being forced too.argh.my dad with his stupid logics again.im drinking ovaltine again.argh.feel like puking.bleah.im bored.wanna sleep but cant.
byee ppl.byebye
i'm at charlene's house now. and i slept over. i came here at 1am in the wee hours of 3/6/2005. =) yupp. now she's complaining that she is tired. and i woke her up so early. what nonsense arh. she slept longer than me still dare to tell me she's tired. btw. we just broke a fan. hahah. well. she did. she and her hands. all she did was just to press the button of the fan with her tiny finger and the whole fan crashed. the whole wheel wheel thing and everything inside broke off. hahah. she's gonna get it from her father. now. i'm currently looking for more things to break. hopefully her webcam. hahah. she'll just kill me. hahah. charlene is too bored. she's counting money now. hahah. she's mumbling to herself. thats bad. hahah. she needs to hand in her camp fees tmr. but guess what? she only has $30. but her dad owes her $20. but she cun get any money frm her dad now. he will then know that charlene is very broke. and she still wants to go shopping today. hahah. she's bound to borrow money. ohh. she admitted borrowing money frm daphne. it must at least be $15. ohman. she can nvr clear her debts lah. we are currently waiting for 1pm to come. so we can head off to suntec. woah. suoer far wh. i dun feel like going. haix. i dunno where is charlene now. she's missing in action. hahah. okok. she's back.
we are waiting for bryan to call so that joann can call in but bryan refuse to stay awake. but its 11.22am now. haix. its still early morning. but i know joann is awake already. probably in the market. imagine her buying buying fish. hahah.
charlene's brothers are still snoring away. her grandparents are awake. and all i hear the whole entire morning is her grandmother nagging.
the fan is still beside us- without the head.
charlene wants to change money with her grandmother. hahah. her grandmother gave her a $2. she is still unhappy. hahah
ok. her brother has a new hairstyle. charlene says it looks disgusting. hahah.
her brother doesn't want to show me how it looks like. hahah
the entry seems long enough.
we are currently fooling joann into believing we are conferencing. super funny. hahah. i guess we are just too bored.
byee.love charlene and melissa!!((: