E4L :)
hey people!!im back!!
i decided to save my blog finally but i think it'll probably die again soon but oh well, at least im trying to save it now=))
Been struggling alot lately with nonsense crap but thanks to andrea's encouragement and scolding, i thought it over properly.
THANKS ANDREA!!!=))
what she said it true. its time to let go and give up. since this is god's will, i must not defy his words.
though im still in a rather bad condition, im sure that by god's grace, i will be saved once again=)) its no point clinging onto something that will never be mine. at least i still have my friends around=))
i shall prove that i, charlene phua can survive without _____=))
i should be thankful that i had this memory. so for now, i should just go sleep and forget all this nonsense.
oh yeah, and i realised another thing, crying really does help one to be happy.
so if any of you out there feeling sad, just cry it out loud and you'll feel better=))
god will definetely hear your cries and save you=))
oh yeah, i FINALLY WATCHED LAKEHOUSE!!=))
although it wasnt as nice as i expected but it was still nice.
andrea and i went to watch the midnight show yesterday=))
but it was rather pathetic though, 2 girls watching a love story? weird but who cares=))
oh and drea cried la! and i didnt even cry! so proud of myself=))
oh well=)) YAY!!i finally updated my blog after so long=))
if love means pain and pain means cry again.
then why love?
sometimes.
i feel like giving up.