E4L :)
就让我在你的身边，偷偷的爱着你
我永远都是你的專屬天使
我一直都在你身后等待，
默默的支持者你
What Hurts The Most I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowingWhat could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away
So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again
Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him
What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard
--Denise Cheong
I have a lot of racist jokes now. Shit lah, I'm supposed to be colourblind. But in any case, IG32 ROCKS, the best IG in the world. I loathe my class now. I can't wait for our results so that I WILL SEIZE THAT OPPORTUNITY TO CHANGE CLASSES.
SO MANY THINGS TO SAY CHARLENE. SO MANY SO MANY SO MANY. Number of times I smiled today:
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HOW CHARLENE HOW. I HAVE A MAJOR WEAKNESS FOR GUYS WITH ____ ______.
No lah, "guys" was meant to be singular. MUAHAHAHAHAA. HELP.
a little baby boy has been born into the phua family!
praise the lord for this baby!=))
oh yay!
it is no longer the 16 cousins but now 17
we have finally gotten a new baby cousin
JOEL PHUA _____ YANG
haha.
i have no idea whats his chinese name
i am simply delighted and i cant wait to see this little cousin of mine=))
welcome to the family joel=))
loves=))
- Thanks for all the memories,both ups and downs=)) -
oh man.
yesterday was really funny.
josh,ben and me were at kembagan mrt.
josh was trying to act smart and tried to get 3 bottles of drink out of the vending machine for the price of one.
(some trick isaac taught him)
but apparently, it didnt work.
hhaha
josh and ben were like trying to digging into the machine and trying to find the whole to block the bottle from coming out
and their hand were like almost stuck there lah.
LOLS
that scene was just hiliarious lah
we waited like 20mins before everyone cleared from that area
but...
his 'oh so smart trick' didnt work at all
lols.
we ended up paying the full price of the
3BOTTLES OF DRINK lah.
what a loser lah.
so embaressing lah.
oh well.
at least we had drinks to drink=))
hahah.
Erm. 2007, hello.
Shit, I am not looking forward to it somehow.
I AM LISTENING TO JAY CHOU ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR. THIS IS SO TOTALLY THE WRONG TIME.
Yes, SMASH was AWESOME yesterday, but I don't want to overrate the event itself. But Praise be to God all Honour and Glory because He has blessed us with many GOOD things last year.
But then again, I'm not feeling
it, you know.
Hold on, dear life.
Yours truly,
Denise Cheong.
