E4L :)
I LOVE MY HAM CHIM PANG((:
I'm feeling ultra emo today. This is the 3rd time I'm blogging. Wanted to blog on my blog, but I figured since I already blogged twice there, I think I shall not overblog my tall blog.Words fail me as I sit here upon the hallowed "wheel-chair", posturing my delicate long fingers across the keyboard, pondering about things past, things present, things yet to come. I remember I used to go swimming alone in Secondary One, at a tender meager age of 13, I used to believe if I stayed in the water long enough, I'd magically transform into a Mermaid (Catch no ball? See my blog.) As foolish as my cute innocent behaviour and mannerisms seem, somehow I still wish so. Perhaps its the subtle influence from "The Little Mermaid" which I just watched, but perhaps its something far more complex than that. Or in a more likely case, I'm exaggerating its complexities, evoking certain emotions jammed within me for far too long, an outlet maybe, an outlet of refuse, junk, rubbish. Ok, I'm over reacting.I'm listening to Bon Jovi. GARGH CHARLENE, I don't LISTEN to Jon Bon Jovi, but some songs of his are really suited for this moment. Madness. Madness. I'm sick. I've never been so serious.It's a sign. MADNESS.
-Denise Cheong
aye.
many things has been going through my mind lately.
sometimes i feel that i even have to put an act on and i hate it.
im so confused.
one problem solved, another popping out.
WTH.
family.relationship.family.relationship.OWN FEELINGS
crapp.all crap.
i just wanna like get out of this place.
best is just to get banged down lah:/
i thought it was all over when i realised its not.
sometimes i dont even feel like im charlene, the person whose always talking nonsense.
its like im someone whose invinsible and non-existent.
i can no longer talk bout all my problems even to my closest friends.
oh well.
WHATEVER LAH.