herbaljelly

Take my photo off the wall.

2007-07-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Charlene,

Seeing your blog so dead and lifeless, actually speaks volumes. But it's ok, I'll update it for you, partly because I simply need a blog other than mine to update. Yah, why can't I just update my own blog right? Well, it's like being a fish in a fishbowl. You don't know what shape the fishbowl is until you're looking at it from the outside. Some things I just can't blog in my blog. So I guess it's not really a blog in that sense. My diaries are usually all fragmented into various cyber spaces, hidden from the other "space" we all live in. But I guess cyber diaries aren't really good. I mean after all, it's no longer personal. But I guess in such a fast-paced and dynamic rhythm we all dance to, there's no time to actually sit down and literally pen down your thoughts. So for now, cyber logs work for me. As long Bill Gates doesn't go mad one day and decide to shut down Microsoft.

I like Westlife a lot. Been listening to a lot of their songs lately. One of those bands which don't really grow old. I mean their songs are timeless, whether you're single, attached, married, whatever, I think Westlife is a very economic band in that sense. Appeals to many. But of course, those who don't appreciate Pop Music won't really get it. I don't think there's anything wrong with Pop Music per se, it is after all, just popular music. So I guess Pop music, as it's name explains, does appeal to many. Those who find it disgusting and choose not to "go with the flow", simply comprise of the minority. Well, free will.

So been pondering about Free Will quite a bit lately. I think it goes beyond the freedom of choice. I think it goes beyond what we intentionally choose, be it for the Glory of God or not. I don't know. It's quite complicated. Or maybe it's really that simple: God gave us the freedom to choose, to decide, to will - because we are The chosen race, we are His chosen people, and He loves us infinitely, unconditionally, despite the wrong choices that we so often make.

Believe me, JC is not easy. I want to get a boyfriend, get married and live happily ever after in a cozy apartment on the 20th floor along the East Coast. :)

Love,
Denise Cheong.

2007-07-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

LAYS LAYS IN YOUR FACE! WE'RE GONNA WIN AND YOU'RE GONNA LOSE! NENENIPOOPOO! HA! LAYS! LAYS!

Love,
Denise Cheong - LAYS.

CPR

2007-05-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO CHARLENE. Your blog has died, and decomposed into the dingy cyber graves. I am here to raise and rescue it from the clutches of death. I haven't seen you in five zillion years! That is pretty sad. PRETTY SAD. I've been feeling a bit inferior about myself, so you must help me boost my eeegoh. AND when on earth is our Dinos outing?!! I'm tired of waiting. (:

I MISS YOU CHARLENE. We need to go out and look pretty again. :D Holidays are here. Tell me when you're free before/after work k? I love you!

Your very fat friend,
Denise Cheong.

PS: This was meant to be a longer post, but I succumbed to laziness, as usual.

charlene is back!((:

2007-04-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

hey all.
charlene has decided to revive her blog!
HAHA.
hopefully it'll stay alive for sometime((:
denise can take a break for now.
oh well.
charlene is a happy girl now.
charlene has a new chapter to write about her life((:
heeee((:

oh yeah.
seoul garden is expensive on sundays.
to all out there, DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY THERE ON WEEKENDS.
it costs like 24BUCKS!
super waste of money lah unless you just simply love food!
HAHA.
went there with mc,josh,ian and andrew yesterday after kfc.
expensive but enjoyable((:
ice-cream was the best!
LOLS!

oh and charlene has quitted her job already!
yay!
time to catch up with the rest and start baking...like finally((:
alrights.
here are some pics for you pple to enjoy((:
so
ENJOY((: AHHH!!!my HOTTIE!!((: my fourfour people!((:
HDV reunited!((:
HAHA.(we DID NOT get caught like that okay[: )
CIA:T4Tians!!((:

LOVE CHAR((:

2007-03-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY HAM CHIM PANG((:

Conjuring my certain emptiness within.

2007-03-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling ultra emo today. This is the 3rd time I'm blogging. Wanted to blog on my blog, but I figured since I already blogged twice there, I think I shall not overblog my tall blog.

Words fail me as I sit here upon the hallowed "wheel-chair", posturing my delicate long fingers across the keyboard, pondering about things past, things present, things yet to come. I remember I used to go swimming alone in Secondary One, at a tender meager age of 13, I used to believe if I stayed in the water long enough, I'd magically transform into a Mermaid (Catch no ball? See my blog.) As foolish as my cute innocent behaviour and mannerisms seem, somehow I still wish so. Perhaps its the subtle influence from "The Little Mermaid" which I just watched, but perhaps its something far more complex than that. Or in a more likely case, I'm exaggerating its complexities, evoking certain emotions jammed within me for far too long, an outlet maybe, an outlet of refuse, junk, rubbish. Ok, I'm over reacting.

I'm listening to Bon Jovi. GARGH CHARLENE, I don't LISTEN to Jon Bon Jovi, but some songs of his are really suited for this moment. Madness. Madness. I'm sick. I've never been so serious.It's a sign. MADNESS.

-Denise Cheong

AYE.

2007-03-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

aye.
many things has been going through my mind lately.
sometimes i feel that i even have to put an act on and i hate it.
im so confused.
one problem solved, another popping out.
WTH.
family.relationship.family.relationship.OWN FEELINGS
crapp.all crap.
i just wanna like get out of this place.
best is just to get banged down lah:/
i thought it was all over when i realised its not.
sometimes i dont even feel like im charlene, the person whose always talking nonsense.
its like im someone whose invinsible and non-existent.
i can no longer talk bout all my problems even to my closest friends.
oh well.
WHATEVER LAH.

that little evil green monster

2007-02-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

dear lord,
i have this little favour to ask of you.
please give me the wisdom and strength to subdue the little green monster inside of me.
if it continues this way, it might just overtake my emotions and cause a really great harm.
so please get this little green monster out of me.
amen.

Your Story In Making

2007-02-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Dear Charlene,

This is the part of the very story you've been waiting for. Names have not been created yet due to the lack of compromise we unfortunately have. Haha. So please, keep the suggestions coming because I myself can't seem to be satisfied with the names I come up with. Thus, I had to resort to using "He" and "She". Yup. I haven't really thought of an ending yet, because the storyline now is very picture perfect, you might say - Having the 'perfect' son-in-law, the 'perfect' husband, etc. So currently, I am quite confused. I don't know how to end it. Haha. The last part where it says "every tear dropped" doesn't make much sense actually, because the story so far doesn't show of any sadness or anything, but I just like it there, it fits. Haha. So maybe I'll come up with an ending from there, like some heartbreak sort of thing. Weird lah, but rocks right. (:

---

Eloquent and proficient in his choice of words, polite and obsequious in nature, he very much impressed her Daddy. Her Daddy had always enjoyed his company, engaging in more-than-casual talk, getting furious about politics together, going wild during soccer matches. Intelligent boy he was, speaking his mind even about the most random things, in a very sophisticated arrangement of letters and words, almost like poetry. She used to listen, and listen, in awe of his gift of creating such impassioned talk. This queer attraction disturbed her somehow, in a good way.

She wondered why he chose her to be the woman he'd spend the rest of his life with. She was no where near as voluble as he was, a little childish at times, like a baby he used to describe. Sometimes she wondered if he made the right choice, because she definitely did. She was in love with him. He was so gentle. He caressed her soft hands on chilly nights, and drew her close to him when he sensed even the slightest bit of anxiety or despair in her wild eyes. She would steal glances of him for fun at times, despite actually being able to gaze into his eyes for as long as she wanted. This always made him laugh, because he'd always catch her looking. Everyday, they'd fall in love with each other all over again, with every lingering glance, every fleeting touch, every stolen kiss, every heartbeat skipped, every promise made, every tear dropped.

It was unexplainable, yet so undeniable.

---

Love,
Denise Cheong.

zhe me ban?

2007-01-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

就让我在你的身边，偷偷的爱着你

我永远都是你的專屬天使
我一直都在你身后等待，
默默的支持者你

WHat hurts the most.

2007-01-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

What Hurts The Most I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowingWhat could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do

Ooohhh....

Here I Go Again - Casting Crowns

2007-01-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

--Denise Cheong

The Chinese, Malay, Indian, and Skunk.

2007-01-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

I have a lot of racist jokes now. Shit lah, I'm supposed to be colourblind. But in any case, IG32 ROCKS, the best IG in the world. I loathe my class now. I can't wait for our results so that I WILL SEIZE THAT OPPORTUNITY TO CHANGE CLASSES.

SO MANY THINGS TO SAY CHARLENE. SO MANY SO MANY SO MANY. Number of times I smiled today:

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HOW CHARLENE HOW. I HAVE A MAJOR WEAKNESS FOR GUYS WITH ____ ______.

No lah, "guys" was meant to be singular. MUAHAHAHAHAA. HELP.

joel phua ____ yang=))

2007-01-06T10:15:00.002+08:00

a little baby boy has been born into the phua family!

praise the lord for this baby!=))

oh yay!

it is no longer the 16 cousins but now 17

we have finally gotten a new baby cousin

JOEL PHUA _____ YANG

haha.

i have no idea whats his chinese name

i am simply delighted and i cant wait to see this little cousin of mine=))

welcome to the family joel=))

loves=))

- Thanks for all the memories,both ups and downs=)) -

the knight but not the prince.HAHAH

2007-01-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

oh man.

yesterday was really funny.

josh,ben and me were at kembagan mrt.

josh was trying to act smart and tried to get 3 bottles of drink out of the vending machine for the price of one.

(some trick isaac taught him)

but apparently, it didnt work.

hhaha

josh and ben were like trying to digging into the machine and trying to find the whole to block the bottle from coming out

and their hand were like almost stuck there lah.

LOLS

that scene was just hiliarious lah

we waited like 20mins before everyone cleared from that area

but...

his 'oh so smart trick' didnt work at all

lols.

we ended up paying the full price of the

3BOTTLES OF DRINK lah.

what a loser lah.

so embaressing lah.

oh well.

at least we had drinks to drink=))

hahah.

Happy New Year

2007-01-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

Erm. 2007, hello.
Shit, I am not looking forward to it somehow.
I AM LISTENING TO JAY CHOU ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR. THIS IS SO TOTALLY THE WRONG TIME.
Yes, SMASH was AWESOME yesterday, but I don't want to overrate the event itself. But Praise be to God all Honour and Glory because He has blessed us with many GOOD things last year.
But then again, I'm not feeling it, you know.

Hold on, dear life.

Yours truly,
Denise Cheong.

2006-12-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

i am totally scared out of my wits.

okay.

i took the lift down to the pantry to fill my bottle when i saw one room with the lights on.

the basement lights are always off unless there was a meeting

BUT

there wasnt a meeting today.

i saw this really weird colleage of mine in the room.

im sure he wasnt suppose to be there.

im already kinda annoyed and freaked out ever since the day i entered the company.

then..

when he saw me coming out of the lift.

he turned off the lights and left the room.

THEN..

HE FOLLOWED ME TO THE PANTRY!

and i was like alone=/

i was like totally freaked out lah.

and he just stood there and stare at me as i filled up my bottle.

i hate it when he stares for no reason.

FREAKY!

there was this time cheryl and i were having our lunch in the pantry then he just stood there and stared at us eating.

how freaky can that get?!

oh man.

i better check where is he the next time i go down to the pantry.

it just give me the creeps even thinking bout it=))

alrights.

thats all for now.

oh yeah.

i watched my youtube during work again=))

oh well.

a slacker after all=))

LOVES=))

get lost!

your suppose to be out of my head=/

2006-12-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

Aaron violently objected the idea of the green outfit. T.T And he also "hais-ed" at the idea of a denim skirt. The idea of formality is SO overrated. I have limited resources and limited time. I need your sympathy.. and clothes. Haix.

Feeling pretty sick now, must be the rain. Its killing my nose. And my stomach is feeling extremely weird, I feel like.. extremely lousy. My lungs feel as if they've contracted. Breathing is a chore. What a brilliant day.

Love, Denise Cheong.

By the way you spelt Love Odyssey wrongly.

LOVE ODYSSESY!!=))

2006-12-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

It is 10 o'clock in the morning and everyone is still in bed.

this is sad.

i ,Charlene phua have to wake up at 7.30 every morning to come to work.

i am currently dying of boredom.

people are envious of this slacking job of mine but its really slacking till you've really got nothing much to do.

all i need to do is to sort.type.write.paste.check.

how fun can this get.

the only fun part is that i can use the com the whole day without anyone bothering me.

oh well.

this is the working life.

the worst part is that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO WEAR.

i stand in front of my cupboard everynight and wonder,

"oh no,what am i gonna wear tmr?i've got no more clothes and i need to go shopping"

that feeling really sucks.

oh well.

at least i found something to wear today but i look as though im going to a party.

haha.

...................

i've got no time to go shopping=(

work finishes at 6.

by the time i get down to town would be like almost 7 and shops closes at 9plus.

i dont even have time to go out with my friends=/

this is sad.

and i need to buy presents.

this is bad.

oh well.

my week is super packed with work and rehearsals.

ANW

LOVE ODYSSEY IS ON THE 22ND OF DEC

4 MORE DAYS!!

ALL ARE WELCOMED!!!

THE MUSICAL SIMPLY ROCKS AND IM SURE EVERYONE WILL LOVE IT=)))

PLEASE DO MAKE TIME TO COME DOWN ALRIGHTS!!=))

oh well.

im hungry.

i cant wait till lunchtime.

this is bad.

i feel like a pig.

my appetite super increased.

i need to exercise.

i dont feel like working.

but im broke.

crap.

i wanna go home and change.

i feel uncomfortable=/

im listening to 933fm everyday and im getting bored of it.

all my colleages are slacking and guess what?!!

all of them have friendster!

haha.

thats so funny.

their like at least a decade older then us and their always playing friendster.

what the.

alrights.

i need to work.

thats all for now=))

loves=))

all i wish is just for you to be happy

i cant be bothered bout anything else anymore

-iloveyou=))

Thoughts.

2006-12-11T14:26:00.001+08:00

Denise, don't you see? Material things are not meant to last. Why want the latest, most happening and totally hip and awesome things when there are so much MORE important and urgent things I should be wanting at hand? Salvations of my friends, the people whom have not heard who Jesus is yet, a deeper and closer walk with Jesus, having better relationships with my friends and family, etc. Denise, why waste time being SO materialistic and being like the rest of them, storing up treasures on the Earth, when they do not know that these things one day have of completely no use when That Day comes. Denise, why? Time is running out! Jesus says in Matthew 6:19-21, "Do not store up treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where theives break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where theives do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." You see, Denise, time to wake up your idea and seek ye first His kingdom. God bless you.

Your Conscience

8MOREDAYS=//

2006-12-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BORED.

I AM TIRED.
I WANNA GO OUT BUT IM TOO LAZY.
I NEED TO GET A JOB FAST.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
LOLS.
I CANT WAIT TILL THE NEXT EPISODE COMES OUT.
I NEED MORE SHOWS TO WATCH.
I NEED TO KEEP MYSELF OCCUPIED.

8MORE DAYS COUNTING DOWN =//

You were fearfully and wonderfully made.

2006-12-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

Lalalalala. You are currently cycling. I need to go to the toilet but I'll finish this short entry first. I should be practicing keyboard now but I'm too exhausted (not exactly). I can't wait for Jonny's christmas present. It's the most adorable thing. :] And I didn't collect my free frink from Starbucks today. Sadness. Unlikely they will ever again give out free drinks. I feel like having a hot chocolate now. I have this super uneasy feeling in me right now. Maybe it's because I'm anticipating too much the break of dawn. But then again, err, I've got no plans for tomorrow. Haha. Well, I hope tomorrow's a good day. It'll be Friday. And.. Erm.. Yeeahh.. *stones* Remember to do the worksheet we're going through for cell on Saturday. "In Loving Memory" by Alterbridge is currently playing on my playlist. Haven't heard that for a long time. Nice song. :) K I shall end here. Holding your pee is not good for your bladder. See you soon! Till then, take care and may God bless you every step of the way. (:

Love,
Denise Cheong Yi Zi

MAJOR CRUSH, PLEASE.

2006-12-02T03:38:00.001+08:00

OH CHARLENE. ISN'T LUO ZHI XIANG, AKA ANDY LUO, AKA XIAO ZHU, SIMPLY THE CUUUUUUUTESSTT AND CHAARMMIINNG GUY?!?!?!?!?! :D :D :D

Check out his dance moves!! Check out his TRILLION DOLLAR SMILE. OOOOOHHHMYYYGOOODNESSS. Check out his most adorable attempt in singing an English song. HE IS SOOOOOOOO CHHHHARRMINGG. I CAN STARE AT HIS FACE ALL DAY. He is ULTRA HOT. HOT HOT. :) :)

Charlene, help me.

Love, Luo Zhi Xiang's newest die-hard fanatic soon-to-be wife,
Denise Cheong

2006-12-02T03:38:00.000+08:00

羅志祥倖田來未 TWINKLE MV清晰版

2006-12-02T03:36:00.000+08:00

羅志祥「SpeShow」精舞門

2006-11-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

"And let us not grow weary while doing good,
for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart."
- Galatians 6:9

We can as believers become numb to God's words of love and blind to His wonderful works. We can tend to forget the not so spectacular blessings we receive daily.

Sometimes the battle we face does not come directly from our enemy, or an outside source but from the enemy within. Our daily routines can become monotonous, we work hard but we can almost expect that tomorrow will hold the same as today.

It is in this place we can become weary and begin to consider our work for God a chore rather than a pleasure. This attitude of weariness will affect our relationship with God as well as with others. Our love can begin to grow cold and we run the risk of wandering away from His truth.

God is just as faithful in our day-to-day routines as He is in our crisis. When life seems dull and we find ourselves growing weary we can trust in His faithfulness and rest in His love. If we will hold on in His strength, we will reap in His perfect time.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!!

2006-11-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

what do you want me to do lah!
i already got enough problems then you still wanna pms with me!
i said im sorry already you still wanna like that.
you just wanna make me feel bad right?!
you busy i also busy what.
im not as free as you think i am okay
piss me off only.
i find solution for you then you dont want then too bad lah.
i already feel like crap okay so stop making it worse.

i gotta settle her.
i gotta settle him.
i gotta settle him.
i gotta settle her.
im just going mad lah okay.
ARGH

||im not a person who can take so much||

the torture of my 'oh so interesting subject' =))

2006-11-17T06:42:00.000+08:00

it is 6.34 in the morning.
im awake and im STUDYING!!
this is just the most amazing thing.
haha.
i have been studying since 10p.m. last night and i have only slept for like half an hour!!
oh man.
i feel so proud of myself.
the only subject that will make me do such a ridiculous thing would be my darling f&n.
every f&n exam, every f&n girl would either sleep at like 3a.m or wake up at 4a.m. just to study this torturing subject.
a total of 3TEXTBOOKS.
oh my.
what a torture.
it might be rather interesting but sadly to say.
it makes you feel like your being squashed.
many people think its so easy.
'only need to study bout food what.what so hard bout that'
gosh.
they dont understand the torture f&n students go through.
long hours on coursework.
late nights for theory.
i cant imagine studying f&n for the rest of my life.
i'll probably go mad.
seriously.
alrights.
i have about an hour more to study.
i really need to 'chiong' like mad.
all the best to all my f&n'ers=))
cheers=))

Let's share our jokes and riddles. My joke, is my life.

2006-11-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

ROFLMAO
(roll on floor laughing my @ss off)

The FUNNIEST thang happened yesterday as I was trying to establish a sleep-early habit, and for the FIRST time, Charlene Phua Jie Hui, I AM CORRECT, and for the millionth time, you were wrong. *points and laughs*

Oh, let's rewind and pause and make the funniest comedies out of our lives. (:

Will call you tonight dear. Hope you've started studying your F&N.

Yours sincerely,
Denise Cheong

You owe me money.

2006-11-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

No lah, you don't owe me anything. Bluff you one.
Today feels like a bloggish day, not that I have anything particular to blog about. (:
So therefore, I shall write poetry and romance you. HAHAHAH.

(Ok, the poem is still in-making. Shall post it up as soon as I'm done.)

---

Ok, I've decided to post something else, not written by me. But I love it.

Sometimes in life
You run across a love unknown
Without a reason, it feels like you belong.
Hold on Dear Life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you.
-Anthony Hamilton

Spoken like a true victim. This. Sucks.

Yours faithfully,
Denise Cheong

this...is love=))

2006-11-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

He said to her, 'im sorry i couldn't make you happy'
And then she replied,' Yano...you pass'

oh my goodness.
at that moment, my heart melted.
oh my.
it is simply just so sweet.
love...is just so simple.
=))

Sing once again with me, our strange duet.

2006-11-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today I came across several nice CHINESE songs. One of which, due to my serious lack of Mandarin exposure, really struck me with certain measurable significance. Wu Ding, sung by my ex-husband Jay Chou, together with a stunning female voice. Especially the last part. I think it's by far the most romantic ~~chinese~~ song ever. (:

让我爱你是谁
是我
让你爱我是谁
是你
怎会有动人弦律环绕在我俩的身边
让我爱你是谁
是我
让你爱我是谁
是你
原来是这屋顶有美丽的邂逅

MY GOSH. Strike me with a hammer and slash me using a chainsaw. I'm going nuts. I know Charlene is proud of me. I am finally seeking my China roots. Sigh. Somehow I think it's a bad sign. On the other hand, A LITTLE CHINESE wouldn't harm. But let's face it, i cannot sing. :(

Your one and only,
Denise Cheong

2006-11-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

http://jkdrama.info/collectibles/dramas-lyrics/perhaps-love-princess-hours-lyrics.html#comments

It takes a little effort.

2006-11-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how someone sends you a message in the late morning,
And wakes you up from sleep.
It's amazing how upon seeing the blurry name on your handphone screen,
You spring out of bed, Smiling.
It's amazing how that message changed your day, and made your day worthwhile,
Even though the person doesn't know it.
It's amazing what these little actions can do to you, knowingly or unknowingly.
And so today,
I thank God for putting this little person into my little life, even in the most insignificant way, making it
A whole lot happier.

:)

Yours truely,
Denise Cheong.

2006-11-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

In the years to come
when we look back to our 'childhood' years
we're realised that we're really stupid then
we'll end up laughing at what happened then
=))

sometimes goodbye hurts in your heart but its the only way.
its hard to heal a broken heart they say.
'time heals all wounds'
does it really work?
perhaps it night work after a long long time.
oh well.
this is life.
we should enjoy it.
why think of unhappy stuff and make yourself all emo and teary.
we should all live happily and have fun=))

praise the lord!=)

2006-11-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

If the lord has you on hold...hold on!
If the lord has said 'NO' to you...thank him!
If the lord is moulding your heart and mind...go with his change!
If the lord opens the door that you have been asking him to open...Praise him!
Be thankful whatever you are in your life today!
God has his hands on the situation!=))

When things get tough, always remember...
Faith doesnt get you around trouble, it gets you through it!!
=))

|| im not gonna run away=)) ||

Call the Ambulance.

2006-10-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

My DEARest Charlene,

Things have not been too good. Today (30 October 2006) is the FIRST TIME I'm experiencing from a minor-soon-to-be-major panic attack. I am suddenly overwhelmed by the amount of crap I have to study for. Not only for Humanities, but the pressure is definately on for my Maths and Chemistry. My Literature paper is THIS THURSDAY and I am already freaking out. I am at the mercy of my Chemistry papers because I'm dropping Physics. A and E Maths is staring at me point blank because I am expected to get an A. Geography is crying tears of desparation because I have an immense amount of content to be memorised. I am practically shaking at the thought of it. My lack of effort will certainly pull me down faster than you can say "Titanic". I am such an idiot for not studying and panicking earlier. Now I am super busy because of countless appointments I booked with my teachers, mainly for my Humanities subjects. I am feeling like.. I don't know. My heart has never experienced such heart rate in a long time. Today I think I burned more calories than I ever had in a single day. Today is the day to remember where the mighty Denise Cheong is falling mercy to her studies. Today marks the fall of my confidence and therefore, marks the mere beginning of shame and much sadness to come.

Don't worry, I love you still. All the best to you. :)

Denise Cheong

Letter to the Editor 2

2006-10-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Charlene,

It's a Thursday morning and i'm supposed to be in school because of an appointment Yi Ling, Frippiat, Jane and I made with our Physics teacher. But Jane is sick, and Yi Ling and Frippiat are in school already and they say Mrs Yip most probably won't be coming because of Science practicals today so they say i don't have to go because they are leaving soon. -.- Communication breakdowns.. And they say technology has improved communication.. -.-

I got more hazy pictures from my husband yesterday. You can go and check them out. Pretty cool. PSI is a reasonably low of 63 today! How wonderful yet disappointing.. Wanted the haze to stay longer.. I mean, you have to admit it is so so cool to have haze in our very own little Singapore and to be the ones to experience it first hand! To see the roads being all foggy, not being able to see the other end of our streets, dwelling in out mist-covered spaces, smelling the faint smell of smoke, come out of the house feeling dreamy and dazed. (: I think I'll miss the haze and the cute PSI readings on the little left hand corner of Channel 5.

It sickens me to think I have to start memorising my humanities subjects. I think today will be a good start. I think I'll start with Social Studies. I think Chapter 1 of our Secondary 4 textbook is quite important - Healthcare and the Welfare State Chapter. But it's a freaking long chapter and I'm too lazy to study it, especially since I'm already brave and enough to try to commit to memory Chapter 4 and 5 - Sustaining Economic Growth in the 21st Century and Good Governance. Only the brave and the strong and the foolishly daring people are studying those 2 chapters. And unfortunately that foolish person is going to be me this year. So I don't know. I scared Chapter 1 really come out. -.- Haix. What now. I think it's a good day to start memorising stuff. I think I'll do my comb humans today. And I'll do some Chemistry too. ):

Okay, enough about studies. I bring EXCITING news! Last night a particular someone replied and we exchanged messages THREE times. So next time you see my phone, you'll see a most delightful name appear in the first few messages of my inbox. ;) You know who I'm talking about yah. He had science practicals today, just like you! :D

*Bounces around* I feel happy today. ALL YOU PEOPLE BETTER NOT SPOIL MY DAY. Hahahahaha. Jonny Bravo is depressed. (not really.) HAha. I dared him to put my name DENISE CHEONG at the "Worship Leader" part of the bulletin. But he don't want lah, I don't want him to get into trouble and lose his job. Then now economy so bad (not really either), very difficult to find job especially for a man of his years. Then if he no more job, cannot support poor wife and kids, cannot give his kids a good education, or even a good childhood. Devoid of joy and financial help, he and his family would not be able to carry on living. Cannot pay electricity bills, cannot pay house rent, cannot even afford to buy milk for their new-born daughter Jonathania (HAHAHA - I just made that up). Poor thing. So how can i even THINK about making him lose his job?! I am appalled at the extent of my sheer intelligence sometimes. I think I'll hack into his computer (like he always hacks into mine) and purposely change the name there. No lah, I'm kidding. I'm no techno-geek. :) I'm not saying that he is either. :)

It's a boring day. My head suddenly hurts a bit. I'm currently listening to Point of No Return from Phantom of the Opera. By the way, I'll check out the dates of the musical when it comes next year. I'll try to get my dad to get tickets. :) Then maybe we could go dressing up formal like we planned. Awesome! :D It's not a sunny day today. Sad. Means something is not so right. Haix. I wish I was happily married with my husband sitting right next to me now, (picture this in my room) putting his head next to mine, watching my fingers type furiously at my balcony window, with the bright full moon (not so) and the skies dotted with shimmering glitter bits, with dim, soft lights in the backdrop. Then our eyes meet, I look at the boy, he looks at me. We share a smile. I cuddle into his arms and he embraces me tightly, yet so gently. Life couldn't be more perfect. :)

When he proposes, you'll be the first one I'd call. :D

Yours sincerely,
Denise Cheong

"Wait!" Emily cried. Her words thick with tears, but she lifted her chin and crossed her arms tight over her chest to keep from shaking. "I, um, I have this problem. I broke up with my boyfriend, you see. And I'm pretty upset about it, so I wanted to talk to my best friend." She swallowed and looked at the black ground. "The thing is, they're both you."
"Emily," Chris whispered, and pulled her close.
She tried not to think of the unfamiliar scent of him, something perfumed mixed with something else lush and ripe. Instead Emily concentrated on the way it felt to be next to Chris again. Two halves of a whole.
He kissed her forehead, her eyelids. She buried her face against his shirt. "I can't stand it," she said, and she was not certain what she was talking about.
Suddenly Chris grasped her wrist. "Jesus," he said. "You're bleeding."
"I know. I cut myself."
"On what?"
Emily shook her head. "It's nothing," she said. But she let Chris lead her into the kitchen and sit her down while he retrieved a Band-Aid. If he noticed that his own initials were on her arm, he was wise enough to keep silent. She closed her eyes whil he touched her with all the care in the world, and she started to heal.

Letter to the Editor

2006-10-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

dear charlene,

i took 3 tries to recall your password. had to think for a few moments what your original password was. i didn't know you didn't change it. but it's ok. good that your passwords are still as lame as ever. i thought you'd change it after i nearly destroyed your reputation on friendster last year. okay, you don't want to recall that. *WiNkksXxXx* :)

so anyway, hello. i came to update your poor blog. hmmm. but i don't know what to update about. you can erm. go to aaron's blog and read what i tagged there. brilliant story. i have yet to update the story further. no inspiration. my brain feels a little cloudy now. i should be studying. and yes i will soon after i finish updating this.

so yesterday was my last day of school, nothing dramatic like a i expected. everyone is like, i don't know, no feelings. haha. i guess i regret not knowing my classmates better. i didn't seize the chance to make new friends during the past two years, and i'm not sure why. but its okay. next year, boys gallore. (mr chan always says.) i'll miss mr chan. he's moving to new zealand next year. so sad. we're going to have a party at his house after the exams. i can't wait. i hope to see him at eastpoint soon. he lives in simei too. mr chan went to RJC. like, what the. yeah, he's an insanely intelligent person. words cannot describe how much amusement i find in him. he was trying to tell our class what love is. he was like,

"You all are here because of love; because somewhere, someplace, somebody had
sex."

like, its true of course, but its just the way he manages to pull things off so so cynically and explicitly, that makes him so amusing. i would want to be his good friend. :)

i've been observing several teachers around school, one who caught my eye and certain interest is your chemistry teacher cum marathon runner cum guitar player - mr lian. (what's his name ar?) yup. is he attatched? he looks like he'll make a dedicated husband. he looks like the kind of person who would go to the ends of the earth to protect his wife, that kind of thing. yeah, he looks dedicated and amirable. i hope he gets married soon and finds love. :)

today on tv i saw this guy who has vague similarities with my one and only mr miyagi. haha. how charming. :) the tv show is channel 8 one. called ou xiang ba ba. or in english, oh daddy. not sure if you've watched it before. its quite funny. the father is the crazy army person. so cool lah. i've still been following bokura ga ita on youtube. it's getting a little bland and draggy because the poor girl cannot make up her mind. i feel like telling her, "GO FOR YANO, HE'S CUTER." haha. jk. but of course, EVERYONE knows she's going to pick yano anyway. episode 16 there's going to be fighting and alot of tears. haha. not like i'm excited to watch it. i'm quite tired of it actually. don't like the way the story is turning out.

anyway, your story right, still not written yet. haha. i need some time to review the story. in fact i forget the names of the characters. erm. james and who? james and elizabeth. yeah. if you somehow manage to come up with better names, please let me know. names are important, it can change your impression of the person. haha. i'm thinking its going to be a tragic story, of betrayal and love. tragic tragic tragic. bwarrhahaha.

so i've wasted a good amount of time updating on your behalf. i better get going now. talk to you soon! take care!

love your one and only,
Denise Cheong.

tired=((

2006-10-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

I am so so exhausted.

i've in the library and i have been in front of the com today for about 2 hours already just doing my F&n.

oh man.

i am stressed over one stupid coursework.

oh man.

im so tired.

everyone is so tired except the wonderful mel lee.lols.

im like gonna knock out anytime and im falling sick.

this is bad.

stupid andrea still can tell me that she's going tanning. some kinda friend lah!

lols

oh yeah

yesterday i was doing my f&n in school in the evening

suddenly mel pulled me out but she didnt say anything

so i thought she was gonna meet lenis outside school or something

then...

i saw this 3 pple who looked rather familiar

oh wow

it was denise, bryan and issac

lols

they bought me a cake and made me a card

a card in the shape of a cow and it was huge

lols.

so sweet

i gave denise a big hug but the guys didnt get any=))

LOLS

im too lazy to write what happened after that so yeah=))

i am tired.

i wanna watch geisha.

i wanna go eat sashimi.

i wanna go cycling.

I WANNA SLEEP!!

oh well.

im gonna pon tutorial=))

LOLS.

someebody??

2006-09-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

Things aren't always what they seem."

Sometimes, things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that
every out come is always to your advantage. You just might not
know it until some time later...

-somebody is thinking of you.
-somebody is caring about you.
-somebody misses you
-somebody wants to talk to you.
-somebody wants to be with you.
-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
-somebody wants to hold your hand.
-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
-somebody wants you to be happy.
-somebody wants you to find him/her.
-somebody is celebrating your successes.
-somebody wants to give you a gift.
-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
-somebody loves you.
-somebody admires your strength.
-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

|| i see you in my dreams so often that when i really see you,i think im dreaming ||
-i'll see you in my dreams tonight-

I AM BORED=))

2006-09-06T18:40:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED
I AM BORED

oh well=))

my mission=))

2006-08-31T19:15:00.000+08:00

im on an important mission
to forget some things that happened in my life
things that are always making me sad
things that pull me away from god and my studies
prelims are in a week
i shouldnt be brooding over this stuff and on the past
its time to move on
and i know i can=))
oh yeah.
andrea ng!you better read this entry too=))
hahahahahahahahh=))

oh well.
im gonna be a happy girl
wait
im already one=))
yay
hahah

oh and for those who knows what this mission is
pls pls help me=))
hahah

-thanks for giving me this lovestory=))

2006-08-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

i am so bored!!=((
i am so hungry!!=((
i am so tired!!=((

BOO!nadia here
i'm invading char's blog!
cause her blog like DIED
haha((:
now she's singing CHI-NA song
haha((:
we're all in the library
bored to death!
rahh
shit
i havent finish my work
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
alright!
i've gotta go ((:
yayy((:
char loves me((:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

btw,i am not singing CHI-NA songs.
i am trying to improve my chinese OKAY!!=))

stupid ******!!
dont wanna let us out for lunch!
so irritating
want us to eat BREAD ONLY!
so evil lah!!
ARGH
but nvm
amanda's buying MACS for me!!=)))
oh YAY!!
but i feel so so sinful=(
so FATTENING!!!=/
hahahah.
oh well.
cant be bothered anymore.

oh yeah
DINOS going out later to celebrate dee's birthday=))
and *someone* is coming along
HEH.
we like haven gone out fo quite some time lah=))
okayokay
im still thinking of what to wear lah=/
hmmm
oh well.

=)) love me=))

longans=))

2006-08-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

On SATURADAY

i am SO SO tired!!!

argh!

it is saturday and its suppose to be my wake-up-late day BUT

i had to wake up at 9plus to come to school!!=((

this is saddening=((

we went for lunch and then chokky and fiona went to buy longan lah!!

lols

haha!!

guess what we did?!!

we squatted near the shops in a circle and we started eating the longans=))

fiona.chokky.cheryl.mel.mee=))

LOLS!!

oh my

it was like super super ugly can!!

HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH=))

left at 3.45 and rushed down to church lah

thank goodness i was in time=))

oh yeah

amanda invited her whole bunch of guy friends to church tt day lah

haha.

cell was super super funny sia

we played wacko like mad and as usual we were all screaming like mad lah

hahaha

okay..then i forgot what happened

but we had tuition that night and i managed to do like 20 over qns of CHEMISTRY questions

oh my

i was so so so proud of myself lah=))

oh YAY!!!

2006-08-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

happy national day people!!
LOLS

andrea and i were suppose to catch the fireworks on national day but we were too lazy to go so we decided to catch the parade together!lols.
hoping that we could see something from but hse but sadly, we could only see the jet fighters fly pass=/
then...
WE WATCHED SINGAPORE IDOL!!
lols.
oh my, hady super super rocks lah.lols.
alrights.
the good part is coming up=))
i wanted to go try riding the bike so we went over to drea's hse to take the bike.
but i wanted to play swing too so we went over to play=))
then, instead of learning how to ride the bike, we ended up sitting at playground to talk.LOLS. and we talked and we talked and we talked...
FOR AN HOUR
oh man. so fast and its 11.nvmnvm
since drea had to call the other veggies,
we went to the connector and there i got onto the bike.
wobbly wobbly wobbly
and in about TEN MINUTES TIME!!
I WAS CYCLING!!!
OH YAY!!!
i could finally cycle after like 15yrs!!lols.
oh man. i was so proud of myself lahh!!
still wobbly but i could cycle!!YAY!!cycling is funn=))
but i just couldnt make a u-turn=((

came home about 12 plus.
i was bored so since the guys were at josh's hse, called and talked to them.
oh my. they sounded super gay there lah.hahaha.
i was so super bored so i asked them to come find me since they had bikes.
lols.
i thought only gab and bryan were coming since they were on bikes but turns out ben was the first to reach lah. i thought he learned how to cycle but it turns out he ran over!!what the, thats like madness lahh.the other two arived like ten mins later?lols.
oh man. i feel so bad lah.
i was kidding to ask them to come and i thought they wouldnt come lah.
and it was like at 2plus in the morning=/
oh man.
THANKS GUYS!!=))

2006-07-30T15:16:00.000+08:00

hey people!!im back!!
i decided to save my blog finally but i think it'll probably die again soon but oh well, at least im trying to save it now=))

Been struggling alot lately with nonsense crap but thanks to andrea's encouragement and scolding, i thought it over properly.

THANKS ANDREA!!!=))

what she said it true. its time to let go and give up. since this is god's will, i must not defy his words.
though im still in a rather bad condition, im sure that by god's grace, i will be saved once again=)) its no point clinging onto something that will never be mine. at least i still have my friends around=))
i shall prove that i, charlene phua can survive without _____=))
i should be thankful that i had this memory. so for now, i should just go sleep and forget all this nonsense.
oh yeah, and i realised another thing, crying really does help one to be happy.
so if any of you out there feeling sad, just cry it out loud and you'll feel better=))
god will definetely hear your cries and save you=))

oh yeah, i FINALLY WATCHED LAKEHOUSE!!=))
although it wasnt as nice as i expected but it was still nice.
andrea and i went to watch the midnight show yesterday=))
but it was rather pathetic though, 2 girls watching a love story? weird but who cares=))
oh and drea cried la! and i didnt even cry! so proud of myself=))

oh well=)) YAY!!i finally updated my blog after so long=))

2006-07-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

if love means pain and pain means cry again.
then why love?

sometimes.
i feel like giving up.

2006-06-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

UPDATE CHARLENE PHUA UPDATE!
WHERE ARE YOU!
WHY ARE YOU MIA-ING! =
HURRY APPEAR AGAIN LOUSY!
YOUR BLOG IS DYING.

DYING. DYING. DIED. DEAD.

DEAD! YOU UNDERSTAND!
UPDATE!

ladeedumdeedum! ((:

MELISSA.

charlene loves me. ;)

2006-04-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart in a song

:)

boybands have very nice songs sometimes. haha.
things are great charlene! riiiiiiiight???
hahaha. what a lie.
NO LAH. everything's fine as long we have God in mind.

OH-LEH OH-LEH OH-LEH OH-LEH
WORLD CUP IS COMING.
PREDICT THE WINNER AND STAND THE CHANCE TO WIN $100000000000!!!!!!!

go for it charlene.
i know you bet in soccer before.
HEH.

sTaY cUtEe aNd HaPpIeExX OwAeExXx.
lUrRbBs EeuxXx,
denise cheong

sigh

2006-04-09T12:30:00.000+08:00

sigh.
3 weeks have passed since the problems have started to pop out one by one.
this is what happened when we're getting older=((

this is very very bad=((

this is so fun!!

2006-04-02T02:08:00.000+08:00

today's miss nunis's big day!omg! cant believe it!so cool!
everyone woke up at like 7plus just to dress up. haha. eveyone looked so prettyy in thier outfits.so cutee la.lols.

okay the ceremony!
the flower girl was siply adorable but the peach boys were even cuter and the best part was that they were twins!haha. how cutee can that get!
miss nunis was so pretty today esp when she walked down the aisle. OMG!! she was fabulous.lols. it was so sweet!
my teacher is getting married!WOW!!hhahaa.
it was so difficult to take photos la.the stupid camera man kept blocking my view. so ARGH. piss me off only.lols.

ahhh!!!it was just so so so so super sweeett. i bet everyone wanted to get married right away too la.haha. she even kissed him just to let us take photos.haha.lols.
i know we're evil but ya=)) lols

we wanted to take a dinos pic with her before we left and we had to queue up.lols.
they were like some big stars that everyone wanted to take a photo with.
how cool can that get!haha. i bet their faces are aching like mad now.haha.

oh ya.fourfour bought her this super beautiful bouque of flowers!! it was like super super pretty la!!haha.

went to cartel for desert after that. nisha basand ram ate at least seven scoops of ice-cream la!!this is madness. alex and i only ate like 3scoops altogether and nisha finished the rest!WTH.lols.
okay. im too tired to write somemore so thats all for now.
oh and this is some of the pics taken.
enjoy=))
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2107800649

HEEHEE BELLE COMES TO BLOG FOR ZOMBIE.

2006-03-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO. belle's here blogging for my dear zombie. HEEHEE

my poor zombie's hp got confiscated today. =( she was so sad alright. nvm cheer up, friday we strut to RTC and demand yr hp back. if not i go hunt joseph's head. :D

HOWEVER, TODAY IS A BAD DAY FOR ISABELLE. WHY, WHY, WHY? I TELL YOU WHY

1. MORNING, 6.30A.M, HOME - it was fucking RAINING! god, i gotta take 3 buses and it rained like dogs and cats. and my socks got soaked. p.s, i have no hk feet.
2. MORNING, 8.30A.M, CLASS - having english and was daydreaming about eating what for recess, when Mrs Teo came in front of me and banged my table, that i almost spat my saliva that i haven't swallowed for about 5minutes off my mouth.
3. MORNING, about 9.30A.M, CLASS - sabrina ignored me. i repeat, sabrina ignored me. i was so bored i entertained myself with my middle finger, and i fucking peeled my skin out of my middle finger. i was like, omfshit, and jumped like 3 metres off my seat that my partner was staring at me. then it bleed like nobody's business.

oh and my lovely zombie looks really white today. :D BLOOP

2006-03-23T09:25:00.000+08:00

seafood f&n ppl listen up!!! here are some links for YOU!!=))
hope this will be of some help=))

2006-03-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

CHAR.
UPDATE CHAR.
YOUR BLOG IS DEAD.
YOUR TAGBOARD IS DEAD.
EVERYTHING IS DEAD.
BAHH!
I'M DEPRESSED.

in the dark it is easy to pretend, that the truth is what it ought to be..

2006-01-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

timing lost minutes and moments;

we made each other but so late ago.

i like someone.
=)
i want to declare this statement to everyone!

I LOVE DENISE CHEONG.

HELLLLOOOO CHARRLRLENENEEE

2005-12-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA. your last entry was hilarious!
are you feeling better?? aiyo. you arh. never take care of yourself.. play too much already.. fall sick.. =((
so its a wednesday morning.. and we're going off to the airport soon to send my brother off.
I STILL HAVE BAND LATER. WARRHHAHHRH.
not looking forward to bbq later.. feel extremely lazy.. =\
i'm going to call you later.. oh wait, you're going to get pjs. shit. i want to go toooo.. my sunny pants is missing the sunny top. =(((( dunno where it went. i think someone threw it away!!!!!!! howhwohwowww...
oh well, nvm. there are more important issues to take care of..
LIKE MY GEOG AND A.MATHS HOMEWORK.
have to chiong like crazy for the next 5 days. 5 days. 5 days..
ONLY 5 DAYS LEFT.
sad.
alright, i gtg then.
see you later.

your one and only, denise cheong.

YAY!

2005-12-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

I ACTUALLY WOKE UP AT 10.30 TODAY!!!WAHHH!!thats just simply amazing la!!haha.and i managed to sTUDY!!whahahahhahahah.lol. bernie and denise came over in the morning supposedly to help me but they ended up watching tv and 'hacking' my comm. after that went to shower and then went out to bugis for SHOPPING=))

went for lunch and walked went to take PRINTS!!whipee!haha.haven tooken them for a long long time=)) and it didnt turn out that bad. when we were about to leave for bugis street, my rashes started to pop out again!!AHHH!!!!itchy itchy!!disgusting la!!red dots!!!eeeee...quickly went to get water and took my medicine and try to KEEP COOL!!(thats what the doctor asked me to do)HAHA!!after 'cooling down',we headed for bugis street and begin our search for denise's skirt at first but we ended up looking for our things also.haha. but firstly, i bought some watermelon juice to COOL DOWN!haha
after much searching, we managed to find something that suited her!haha.finally.getting something for her was something acheiving.haha.lol.
after that, continued looking and she bought a pair of slippers that matched what she was wearing instead of that SWIMMING slippers.haha.she finally has a proper slippers.YAY!lol.
As we continued our search for me and bernie, i found a denim skirt that i thought it was short but they claimed it wasnt.hmmm...after much pondering, i decided to buy it=)) it was $22 at first but our dear denise bargained till $18.WAHHhhhahahaha.lol.and we continued walking in search of a top for bernie depite being tired. i bought a pair of earings with denise after her thinking and complaining for very long.haha.
denise: eee...not nice not nice!look very weird...dont want la
char:(clenching my fist getting ready to whack her)
haha=))
ohhh..bernie bought this huge cookie from bugis cafe and its not bad.haha.
continued walking....
passed this magic shop and as usual,we were facinated by the stuff in there. there's this box which denise still could not figure out how to open it even till we left the shop.lousy..haha.jkjk=))
and i still dunno the card trick=((
continued walking...
went into many shops before we found something suitable for bernie..she tried it on but nah..she said it was showing her tummy and there was no size=((nvm...next shop....
walk and walk and walk..
YAY!!we found something nice!haha.she tried it on and it was not bad.haha.liked it but it looked expensive=(( so we asked the guy how much and he said $20!!!oh man.we were expecting like 30plus?! our dear denise tried to bargain again but then he said it was piracy...lol...rite.haha. nvm,it was worth it anyway, so she bought.YAY!!everyone bought something.haha.And while she was changing, we saw this jacket in the shop and so we tried in on.oooo...nice but once again it looked expensive=(( and so we asked the guy how much?$22!!!WHAT!!!$2 more for a pair of long sleeves.haha.wow.but too bad i've got no more money to spare=((nvm, i shall come back another day=))haha.
okay.now we're all exhausted.
i decided to go home.haha.
bernie came over and we packed my cupboard and then we cooked dinner!haha. it was nice but too much so we wasted quite alot of food=((
after that we tried on the clothes we bought=))
niceee...yeah=))
and then...
it was time to watch RAINBOW CONNECTION!haha.lol.
okok=))

2005-11-23T08:15:00.000+08:00

If you fall either I fall with you or I'll catch you pull you back up((:

key lime cheesecake((:

2005-11-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

Ingredients
crust:

2 cups of digestive biscuits crumbs
1/4 granulated sugar
1/3 cup(80ml) of melted butter

method:

combine the ingredients
butter a 23cm spring form pan
bake for 5 mins at the temp of 180 degrees
cool
refrigerate for about half an hour

Filling:

750g of cream cheese
3/4 cup of granulated sugar
3 eggs
1/3 cup lime juice
1 tsp vanilla essence
1 tbsp grated lime rind
1tsp lemon extract

method:

cream the cheese with the sugar
beat the eggs in one at a time
stir in the remaining ingredients
pour into the shell
bake for 35 mins at 180 degrees
cool
refrigerate it for 6-8 hours before serving

the cheesecake is done for EATING!!!

heyy!

2005-10-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

CHARLENE PHUA!!
GUESS WHAT?
I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE ZOO.
I WENT FOR A HOSPITAL STAY AT SGH FOR ONE NIGHT.
HMM. FUN! ((:
I SNEAKED TO THE BABY PLACE THEN I WAS SHOO-ED OUT.
THE NURSE SCOLDED ME FOR DISAPPEARING.
SO IDIOT.
THEN I WAS CONFINED IN THE ROOM UNDER THE WATCHFUL EYES OF THE NURSE. )):
BUT STILL. IT WAS FUN! ((:
LALALA.
I NEED SLEEP PRETTY SOON.
HMMM.
WE'LL SEE.
I WANT TO VISIT THE ZOO!! ((:

YAY

2005-10-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!stupid school.why did they even drag the exams till now la.lol.waste our time.all the other schools have finished and its left only us.anyway,just another 2more days and its havoc time!!!YAY!!but the sec 4s will be mugging like mad.good luck peeps!!((:(and jess too!!)
im not even in the mood for studying anymore and its like maths on monday la.argh.
cant wait for tuesday but haven even plan on where else to go.hmmm...hahaah.oh man, just realised that i haven even handed in my report book!!oh crap.im in deep shit la but who cares.haha.
SLACKING TIME!!!!

thaNKS foR everTHIng!!!

2005-10-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

oh man.todayy wad one of the GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE and also the best birthday i've ever had!!!((: shuyun asked me to choose from this two presents and they looked the same la.so i chose one and opened it and AHHHH!!!!its was a spongebob!!!!and it was on a jellyfish!!!!oh my!so cute la!!!lol! and it came with a really pretty card that she made herself!!THAnKS SHUYUN!!!LOVE YA!!!

and when i was about to leave school after the stupid exam when denise and melinda turned up at my class.denise said she gotta stay back for a-maths tutorials so i gotta go church first.sigh.then they pulled me to their class to take their bags.so i was thinking...hmmm...why would they want me to go to their class??
and when i got there...ahahhh!!caught them!!VER,NADIE,CHOKKY,PAULINE AND MEL were crowding around the tabel and i saw the cake.lol.i was feeling like 'oh my'!!this was the very first time my friends were actually celebrating for me my birthday.i wanted to cry but i didnt and everyone was disappointed.LOL.
then ver presented this huge bag of stuff to me.WOW.
i opened it and ahh

a BAG!!! just what i needed((:

and SLIPPERS!!!

and a SHIRT [which is not my type but im gonna wear it someday((: ]

and guess wad??i got smashed by verena lim with the CAKE!!argh!!so OILY!!!eeeyeerr.LOL
and they made me use my teeth to take out the candle!!yuck!!
but it was fun((:
went to church with my brown coloured blouse.haiyo.ended up goin home to change la! i took like around 45mins before i officially left my house ;P

met shuyun then when to church and STUDY!!!when we got there we seriously couldnt study so the two of us decided to ISOLATE ourselves downstairs.

As we were studying, bryan and gab had came back from lunch and they bought me a carton of MILK!!wow.thanks sia!!MAGNOLIA LOW-FAT HI-CALCIUM!!!LOL.cooool.haha.

STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>STUDY>

study finish?came home and found nice food*0*!ate and watched PRIDE!!!oh man.soo soo nice!!and i had another cake.i guess that it was strawberry shortcake and i was right((: it was yummyyummy((: thanks daddy!!!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS DAY OF MY LIFE((:

LOVE YOU PEOPLE SOO SOO SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2005-09-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

i feel like crap.
wait a minute, i am crap.
im hopeless.
im on the verge of retaining and im still not putting in effort.
how sucky can i get.
i keep asking people to study im not studying enough myself.
i suck.
BLEAH
ARGH

hello stranger.

2005-09-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

it all makes perfect sense now.
people change.

i hope it's for the better.

haix.

tiffany cumby isn't replying me.
=(

take care my dear friend.
so long.
farewell.

--Cheong.

((:

2005-09-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.
The last class I had to take was! Sociology.
The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.
Her last project of the term was called "Smile."
The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.
I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.
I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.
As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.
As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".
His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.
>>He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching. >>The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend.
I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.
I held my tears as I stood there with them.
The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.
He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford.
(If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something.
He just wanted to be warm).
Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.
I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.
I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot.
I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.
He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."
I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you.
God is here working through me to give you hope."
I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son.
When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope."
We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
We are not church goers, but we are believers.
That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.
I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.
Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"
I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.
She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.
In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.
I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE!
Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.
An Angel wrote: Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head.
To handle others, use your heart. God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

retard.

2005-09-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

come, sing with me;
while i strum a beautiful tune on the guitar.
come, sing with me;
retard! retard! is charlene phua!

=)

must sing ah.

h ug s ,
de nis e c he o ng.

((:

2005-09-15T08:09:00.000+08:00

my ground has officially be lifted but i have a feeling i'll be grounded very soon.lol.i wanna buy more stickers!!i wanna buy alot alot of stickers!!!hahahahahahaahahahaha.so fun!((:

gender is a choice.

2005-09-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

Gender is accomplished by social practice.
Our bodies grow and work, flourish and decay, within institutions and relationships.
Gender is a chosen lifestyle.

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CHARLENE PHUA WENT FOR A SEX CHANGE.
TRANSEXUAL.
YUCKS CHARLENE.
you should have known better.
now you're gonna be shunned and put away by our cynical yet pathetic society most of us reside in. our society needs help. OUR SOCIETY IS DECAYING! BECAUSE OF PSYCHO PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO ARE UNSURE OF THEIR OWN SEXUAL ORIENTATION! WHY CHARLENE WHY!

haha. just kidding. just to let you fools out there know, charlene phua is a perfectly normal teenage GIRL (female) who likes GUYS (male). charlene phua is a HETEROSEXUAL, like most of us here.

ok, i'm bored.

i'm sane. =)

love you lots charlene phua.
denise cheong//grasshead no. 2

DISCLAIMER: stictly no offence to anyone, who is currently reading this blog, who does not fall under the heterosexual category. i was just stating the most liberal view of our society. i bring peace, not war. smile.

charlene loves karen and dee!

2005-08-31T14:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO CHARLENE PHUA!
WE KNOW YOU LOVE US!
WE LOVE YOU TOO!
DINOS OUTING IS FUN TODAY!
WHEEEEEEEEEE.

WE CAN GO TO HOTEL AGAIN!
AND HAVE OUR EAR BLOCKED!
HAHAHAHA.
LOVE KAREN AND DELANIE THE MOST OKK?
=)

pooh

2005-08-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

i looked at pooh and i thought of you. =)

love,
denise cheong; the sucker at chinese.

foolscap paper

2005-08-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

charlene phua!!
guess what? i'm in school now with joann. supposed to go to amanda's hse at first. but we changed our minds. we're currently talking about supernaturals. hahah. okayy. hmmmm.
joann is updating your blog now while i explore spi. (:

oh hi charlene, haha. its like so super scary. its on the spi files. hmm. yups. interesting but freaking wow..
haha. you should go check it out babe.
www.spi.com.sg
haha. yups. hmm. haha. we are checking the haunted places. yups. haha. some arent even scary at all. haha. yups. and my block is haunted. big big news. wow. yups. haha. hmm. we are going to spook ourselves. yups. joann signing off. take care darling..

CHARLENE!

2005-08-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

CHARLENE PHUA AH!
TODAY IS NATIONAL DAY!
AND I'M STUCK AT HOME DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
WHAT NONSENSE.
WANT TO CELEBRATE ALSO CANNOT CELEBRATE.
CELEBRATE WITH WHO?
GHOST AH?
I PEI THE HUNGRY GHOSTS UNLEASHED ONTO OUR EARTH TO EAT AND EAT ON NATIONAL DAY ARH?
NO WAY.
I'M NOT GOING TO STONE AT HOME.
COS I'LL JUST CONTINUE EATING.
WHICH IS INDEED ULTIMATELY BAD NEWS.
BUT WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE?
I GUESS I'LL GO RUNNING AGAIN.
HAIX. TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY FOR NATIONAL DAY.
IT'S LIKE SO BLOODY BORING LAH.
MY PARENTS ONLY KNOW HOW TO ASK ME TO STUDY.
THIS WEEK IS A BAD WEEK.
YESTERDAY WAS A GOODY GOODY DAY.
BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BADD BADD NIGHT.
YOU KNOW WHY!!
COS I WAS TURNING INTO A VEGETABLE.
ZHI WU REN. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW!
I WAS THIS PIECE OF LIVING ORGANISM JUST ROTTING OVER THE COMPUTER SCREEN AND THAT STUPID INVENTION OF A SYSTEM OF SENDING SOUND, ESPECIALLY OF HUMAN VOICE TO A DISTANCE BY WIRE.
THE TELEPHONE. THE TELEPHONE.
TILL ALEXANDER GRAHAM BELL RISES FROM HIS GRAVE, I SHALL CONTINUE WASTING MY LIFE AWAY OVER THE EXCESSIVE AND ULTIMATELY POINTLESS USUAGE OVER HIS SMART INVENTION.
I'M FEELING HIGHLY ANNOYED BY MY IGNORANCE.
I'M FEELING HIGHLY UNRECOGNISED.
I'M FEELING HIGHLY BORED BECAUSE IT'S CURRENTLY 13 30 HRS AND YOU'RE NOT ANSWERING YOUR HOUSE PHONE!
HOW CAN YOU SLEEP SO LONG!!!
ARGH.

HERE'S WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.
--THE FUTURE IS OURS TO MAKE.

charlene phua!!

2005-08-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

charlene phua!!
marching was bad. i'm dying at home now.
dad just scolded me again.
like when doesn't he? haix.
what a life.
i've got alot of things to tell you.
but somehow.
i dunno how to tell you.
haix. dunno lah.
i'm getting depressed.
haix.

2005-08-02T04:41:00.000+08:00

sigh.im in the stupid library now and its f&n lesson now((:melissa's trying to irritate me.oh!and guess wad?i found melissa a "boyfriend"!though its not official yet((:i cold and im grounded.sigh!this sucks!!!my phone is gone,my computer is gone and my home phone is gone too!!and im like suppose to sleep by 10.30!!oh my,how can i ever sleep so early?!!i'll probably start thinking bout melissa'S nonsense thing bout her 'boyfriend' la!!lol.hahahaa.however so,i shall not reveal the name of this Mysterious 'boyfriend' of hers!!haha.
im so isolated in this stupid library and at home la!sigh!!!and im still feeling cold!!argh!!oh,and mel's my lil tortoise friend!!((:and she really looks and run like a tortoise!!
i wanna go blading again!!i miss it but im grounded!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!sickening!!
RRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!
i'll be back after my ground is over.sigh.sigh.sigh((:

2005-07-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

veggies with lijia
denise & me((:
i feel like shit la.feel so useless.feel so stupid.feel like an idiot.im so irritated.so irritated with myself.i hate my mood swings.im beginning to start thinking again.sigh.this is very bad.i feel like rubbish, so nonsense.AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!!!!ROARRR!!!
i feel lost and confused.i dunno where im going and i have no goal.im just living my lifee day by day aimlessly.i hate the nights.makes me think so much.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna die.-slits throat and bleed to death-
byee---

my very own tongue twister((:

2005-07-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

LOL!!((:

i like to drink water from a water bottle.
do you like to drink water from a water bottle?
if you dun like to drink water from a water bottle,
why dun you like to drink water from a water bottle?
i like to drink water from a water bottle
so you should like to drink water from water bottle((:

LOL!

2005-07-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

sigh!there's no bright and pretty moon tonight.the sky is dark and cloudy.i miss the pretty moon from the past few days((:

my eyes are hurting!it feels dry and painpainpain!!!im so proud of myself!!i only sent 70 messages for 3WHOLE DAYS!!!oh my!thats a great acheivement!((:

im listening to yellowcard's one year six months now and its nice((: denise has finally send me songs instead of me sending her.hahahaa.lol.

im feeling excited((:

the healthy family drink

2005-07-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

hey charlene!

i'm kind of bored now. i've got no homework for the weekend i realised. haha. surprisingly mr poh didn't give us any a maths hmwk. but i'm gonna do my tuition hmwk today. melissa is actually studying now.. i should study too. yup.

tHiS iSh hOw aH LiAnXxX tOk.. SuPeR IrRiTaTiNg SiAxXx.. cUn StAnD pEoPlE wHo tOk lYk dAt wOrXxX. actually they're much worse. so much worse to the extent i can't seem to immitate their language. the most significant part of their handwriting is the xXxXxX. they put like a series of them after each word. hAhAxXxXxXxXxXxX. and the small big small big letters are damn irritating. and they have their fair share or hOrXxX and wOrXxX and their bAo bEi bAby i lUrVe Euu shitt. hahaha. i find it very enetertaining to read their profiles on friendster sometimes. HMMM. DOESN'T IT REMIND YOU OF THAT TIME WHEN ...... okay. you go figure. =)

my week has been erm. weird. i can't say i'm stressed. stress is defined only when i grow white hair. =) that's what shu yun taught me the other day during eng tutorials.

i smell smoke. =\

--denise cheong // grasshead no. 2

charlene!!

2005-07-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

charlene!!
i ate my two long rectangular circilish pills again.
hahah.
i shall eat it everyday. (:
hmmm.
i feel like vomitting.
but its okayy.
i'm eating my hokkaido chocolates now.
yumyum.
hahah.
its corn and pumpkin.
ehat weird flavours.
but i tink its nice still. yupyup.

ohman.the pills seems to be multiplying in my stomach again. what kind of medicine is this?! hmmm. hahah

love,
grasshead number one,
-melissa lee (:

genetically modified foods

2005-07-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

arguements for GM foods:

changing the genetic code of these plants so that they are more resistant to bad conditions like droughts, flood and frost.
offer the consumer better quality, safety and taste
americans have been eating GM foods for over a decade

arguements against GM foods:

in europe, genetically modified food is very strictly regulated and regarded with deep suspicion by the public((:

--

2005-07-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

bwaarhhaha charlene!
i'm in the same chinese class as you!!
stupid xie lao shi. i think she's an alien who came to spy on our earthly being..

let's see if you still know wads keanu reeve's chinese name!!!
its -- ji nu li wei shi.
ok. i'm looking at ronald susilo's picture now. HAHA.
rrrrrroooooonnnnnnnaaaaallllllldddddddddd sssssssssuuuuuuusssssiiiiilllllllooooooo.

below is the highlight of today's entry! enjoy!

gotta get up, gotta get going.
i'm gonna see a friend of mine.
she's round and she's fuzzy
we love her because she's just
CHARLENE, CHARLENE THE PHUA-AH!
looking for fun!
chasing some honey bees.
CHARLENE, I KNOW SHE'S OUT THERE!
rumbly tumbly!
climbing a honey tree!
fun never ends for us!
she's so adventurous.
(some forgotten lyrics here)
and when you're alone,
and there's nobody home.
it's nice to be able to
count on a friend
like
CHARLENE, CHARLENE THE PHUA-AH!
looking for fun!
oh, won't you take me please!
CHARLENE, I GOTTA BE THERE!
it's me and it's you!
silly old char-ah-lene phuaaaa.... =)

haha.
love your loser friend,
--denise cheong

arghhh.

2005-06-30T09:41:00.000+08:00

denise and i were supposed to go to church and do our work today and we went!but we studied for bout half and hour to forty-five minutes and then we fell asleep.such a failure. and we slept for almost and hour!this is bad.nothing much was done.thus, we decided to go home and sleep instead.argh.have to rush my work later.this is bad.i doubt i can finish!!!!!

things to be done by tmr:

4 current affairs journal
study for f&n test
do notes on chapter5 for social studies
do 4 exercises for geography workbook
do social studies corrections for the entire paper

this is bad!this is bad!im not gonna be able to finish!!all i've done is like finish studying halfway for my f&n.die!!im gonna fail again la.argghh

--

2005-06-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

hey charlene!

its sunday. the worst day of the week.
everything goes wrong on sundays.
everything just sucks on sundays.
i'm feeling damn terrible on sundays.

yup. i'm feeling bored and useless now.
so i decided to update your blog.
haha. feel like calling you to entertain me but i suppose you're still sleeping.. or maybe i shld let you do your homework.. tsk tsk..
this morning when i woke up i felt so lost in my own world, like everything else seemed so far away, so out of reach. in church my mind was somewhere lost in my own galaxy.. in the car i almost cried. then during lunch, i couldn't eat. dunno why. just no appetite. then after lunch i thought of many stuff that happened in the past. thought of the many things that made me laugh, and i started smiling to myself. felt happier for a while. then i thought of other stuff that really sucked. haha. then i felt sadder again.

i want to say my life sucks, but i know it doesn't actually..

love you lots!
-- denise cheong.

2005-06-26T04:49:00.000+08:00

How can i sing when my words have run dry?
how can i smile with a tear in my eyes?
Summer's so lost when it's raining in june...
that's how i feel....
When im missing U..?

okayokay

2005-06-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

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charlene!!

2005-06-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

hii charlene!!
its been a long time since i've updated your blog. =)
hmmm. i'm so bored. and i'm so hungry too.
haix. i'm having gastrics and i'm eating mentos mint. =)
hahah. there are some people in my hse to fix dunno what.
they are so inefficient.
they have been in my hse since 4pm in the afternoon until now.
its already 9pm now.
and they tell me they haven fixed what they're supposed to fix yet.
haix. they are so slow lah.
so irritating. wth.
okok. you help me update my blog okaay?
i very lazy.
hahah. yupyup.
and you better take care of yourself okay?
so long already you still sick.
drink more water!! =)

love.
melissa lee =)

2005-06-20T04:45:00.000+08:00

wow.im actually here updating again.haha.im feeling sick again.argh.i feel so weak.i feel cold.my head hurts.my throat hurts.my eyelids are heavy.my bone pain.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa.im gonna die!!hahaahahaha.

DIE
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DIE!!

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BOOHOO!!!

charcoal pills.haha

2005-06-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

its past midnight now.when everyone's sleeping.i just woke up.wow.haha.im starting to miss camp a lil now((: and its all jess's fault for influencing me.

i wanna go back to camp though the floor is hard and my nights are sleepless.i miss my grp,all the nonsensical stuff.i miss my bunk mates.haha.i miss disturbing jess and not letting her sleep.i miss whispering in the nights and talking bout funny stuff and messaging secretly in the nights not getting caught.but obviosly i dun enjoy getting bullied but there's my brother's at home.argh.

i miss camp.i miss phily.i miss mel.i miss jingmin.i miss jon.i miss ruben.i miss joel.i miss wilcent.i miss everyone.i miss the hard cold floor.i miss always being homeless.i miss screaming.i miss the games.i miss bombing ppl.i miss getting bombed.i miss guessing who's my shepard.i miss sneaking down at night.i miss sitting outside the toilet.i miss singing in the toilet.i miss the flattened kaya bread.i miss talking on the phonebut ppl just kept scolding me.argh.i miss everything la.i miss the mushrooms and french beans too((:

i dun like sembawang.i dun like the campsite.make me get stomachaches and gotta take charcoal pills.3 charcoal pills in like 5 hrs.thats bad.and my stomach still hurts.this is bad.gotta see doctor tmr.argh.but can miss choir camp((: so that not bad.haha

i dun feel like eating but im being forced too.argh.my dad with his stupid logics again.im drinking ovaltine again.argh.feel like puking.bleah.im bored.wanna sleep but cant.
byee ppl.byebye

2005-06-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

i'm at charlene's house now. and i slept over. i came here at 1am in the wee hours of 3/6/2005. =) yupp. now she's complaining that she is tired. and i woke her up so early. what nonsense arh. she slept longer than me still dare to tell me she's tired. btw. we just broke a fan. hahah. well. she did. she and her hands. all she did was just to press the button of the fan with her tiny finger and the whole fan crashed. the whole wheel wheel thing and everything inside broke off. hahah. she's gonna get it from her father. now. i'm currently looking for more things to break. hopefully her webcam. hahah. she'll just kill me. hahah. charlene is too bored. she's counting money now. hahah. she's mumbling to herself. thats bad. hahah. she needs to hand in her camp fees tmr. but guess what? she only has $30. but her dad owes her $20. but she cun get any money frm her dad now. he will then know that charlene is very broke. and she still wants to go shopping today. hahah. she's bound to borrow money. ohh. she admitted borrowing money frm daphne. it must at least be $15. ohman. she can nvr clear her debts lah. we are currently waiting for 1pm to come. so we can head off to suntec. woah. suoer far wh. i dun feel like going. haix. i dunno where is charlene now. she's missing in action. hahah. okok. she's back.
we are waiting for bryan to call so that joann can call in but bryan refuse to stay awake. but its 11.22am now. haix. its still early morning. but i know joann is awake already. probably in the market. imagine her buying buying fish. hahah.
charlene's brothers are still snoring away. her grandparents are awake. and all i hear the whole entire morning is her grandmother nagging.
the fan is still beside us- without the head.
charlene wants to change money with her grandmother. hahah. her grandmother gave her a $2. she is still unhappy. hahah
ok. her brother has a new hairstyle. charlene says it looks disgusting. hahah.
her brother doesn't want to show me how it looks like. hahah
the entry seems long enough.
we are currently fooling joann into believing we are conferencing. super funny. hahah. i guess we are just too bored.

byee.love charlene and melissa!!((:

stupid me.

2005-05-31T14:24:00.000+08:00

die die die.how?everyones feeling depressed and i dunno wad to do.i feel so useless.i can't even help to console my own friends.how useless can i be la.this sucks.i suck la.shit la.wad to do wad to do.im feeling super shit now la.

byebye my dear friend.

2005-05-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

Dear friend,
i was so pissed with you at first but when we managed to find you at the airport.all my hatred just somehow disappeared.but you didn't even let us bid you good bye before you entered.we started to miss you the moment you left us.i dun even noe when is the next time we are gonna see you again.i hope you'll remember us even as the years pass by.i'll remember you too((:
i wanna bid you a goodbye once again.byebye my dear friend.

hii charlene!!

2005-05-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

hii charlene!! hahah. school is very slack as you can see. you should just have came to school. on the overall we just had a period of geo lesson which is only of underlining words which took only abt like 10min?! hahah. luckily we din pon today. =) school has been boring so far. yupp. denise and i are meeting up later to slack and stone. =) thats like right at the moment the school wants to clean up. we are gonna disappear. its only 10.07am now. haix. still a long day. this is boring. I HAVE A SECRET!! hahah. someone told me and i found it ridiculous. hahah. yupyup. i'm bored bored bored. alot of people nvr come today. pamela. erm. you. erm. and the usual people lah. amanda is right beside me now and phoebe is at the other side. i'm right at the back second last row and i got no one to sleep with. i'm currently smsing joann and denise at the same time. but both of them haven reply yet. we are having recess in 20minutes time. 19 to be exact. given my specific details you can see how bored i am. like usual amanda is quiet. haix. oh yah oh yah! its the last day of school!! i realised. hahah. we are still having on to our plans of going out. going sentosa!! val yu's wallet is lost. thats bad. they were in the com lab before this.so that means joseph and the rest will be doing spot check on our class. it'll be bad if there is a spot check. i dunno where to hide my phone. hahah. dun care. charlene charlene charlene i hope joseph doesn't come and check. okok! i dun wanna type anymore. i'm suppose to be adding people testimonial now. alrights alrights.byee!!
love,
grasshead no one!
melissa lee =)

charlene!!

2005-05-14T16:14:00.000+08:00

charlene!!
i just finished watching lovers in paris till episode 5!! hahah. i like the show! =)however, i need to tell you that i cannot lend you the cd anytime soon. after i finish watching i have to return to rent someone else. so yah. will borrow it again some time for you alrights? unless i bring to your house to watch. hmmmm. yah. i dunno eh. yupp. abt monday rights. tink i can make it. i've got ideas!! =) give me a call. =) i'll tell you my plan. =)

love,
grasshead no 1!!
melissa

i love jay chou.

2005-05-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

hi charlene! long time no blog here.. i feel terribly bored. maths textbook with sylvester and maia's autograph on it is staring at me now. but i choose to ignore it's stare. hmm. anyways, guess what i'm listening to now. JAY CHOU. can you believe it. bah. i used to like him. then i didn't like him. then now i like him again. heh. i like his hair. his lyrics abit stupid (all chinese lyrics are), but oh well. i feel like a different person today, in a bad way. yeah. now the song change already. it's hillsongs! "you lived, you died, you rose again on high. you opened the way, for the world to live again. hallelujah! for all you've done!" yay. that's the chorus. now the verse is playing "my saviour, redeemer. lifted me from the miry clay." yeah. etc etc.

life is so unfair. haiya. just look at our school. our school is just totally wrong and incorrect. look at where i am now. it's all thanks to the school and bloody MOE. i hate it. teachers are just full of crap. so many biased teachers around. i hope ms kang gives us more compos to do, then i can express all my feelings about the superb education system. timmo's blog gives me inspiration. i've lost touch to that whole arguementative thingy. i shld practice more. if i wrote like timmo, ms kang would probably send me for counselling. that would be fun. =)

charlene my birthday is coming. haii. erm. forget about it lah. concentrate on your e maths paper 2 on that day. all the best for exams! take care miss phua. see you in school. byebyee!

missing.

2005-05-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

i suddenly miss 2/4. i hate being in sec3.can't stand it.haiz.i miss my old class.my classmates esp. dinos!((:i wish i could reverse time.3/4 is boring.even 1/4 is better.haha.i wanna go back to the old days where i'll enjoy coming to school,coming to class.i just wanna be like the past when everyone is so happy together.not like now.backstabbing everywhere.what is this world turning into.school's getting boring.cca's gonna start again soon.there's no more motivation.we're all gonna die.haha.AHH!!!

the part is that im coughing like shit and feeling pathetic.haha.
I WANNA SLEEP!!!hahahahahahaaaa.
-feeling more pathetic-

2005-05-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

its been years since anyone updated this blog. denise is supposed to update. but she didn't due to unknown reasons. tmr is exams. i'm quite stony these few days and sad to say. haven been studying except doing my f&n project which i tink i've screwed up. but all the same, practical was alright.
mrs stevenson said i've got a weird combination of ingredients in my pasta, but i thought it was cool. haha. i'm quite proud of my evualution. yupyup. i actually wrote almost three pages full. haha.i'm so hot here but the remote controls seems faraway.

our exam schedule:

eng1/ mt1
eng2/ mt2
social studies
geography
food and nutrition
emaths one
emaths two
phy/chem

seems little. but its hell all the same. haii. studying is boring. i cun concentrate. which is bad. because i'm going to fail. but i dun have to mood to study all the time. how? someone please push me to study!!!! i wonder who can motivate me. anyone? i know denise can't. haix.

hmmmm. charlene is studying now i guess. so is denise. joann must be studying now. and so i must start studying too. before i really fail. haix. this is bad. alrights. i'm off to fight the battle with social studies. tata~

love,
grasshead no1
melissa.

grasshead no1! -smiles-

2005-04-22T13:35:00.000+08:00

charlene is doing her f&n stuff and as usual. she is again too lazy to update. so has denise. they have becam lazy. so the hardworking me is helping them update their blogs. yup yup. charlene is just seated right beside me and for once, she isn't stoning nor sleeping. she is doing her work. haha. okayy. there isn't much time left. so i shall have a brief update abt wednesday.

on wednesday. me denise charlene and joann were supposed to study at joann's house. but before that we wanted to eat. joann told her mum we were goin to study. with no food and only chocolates in her house, we went to the nearest ntuc to buy food to cook (yes. charlene can cook) haha. yesyes. and then. we bought erm. fish fingers pizzas and ice cream! we microwaved the pizzas but it seems a failure. -shakes head- haha. and so charlene and joann termed me and denise the "uncookables" and said that we were nuisance! argh. but anyway. so me and denise, being bored. we went to fiddle with the guzheng joann has.

gosh. denise has developed a crush on it. she's smart i have to admit. haha. she figured how to play twinkle twinkle star all by herself. but joann is still the best. alrights. hands tired. update again next time. =)

tata~ much love,
melissa =)

its melissa this time. =)

2005-04-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

denise is too lazy to help you update, because she's helping me update. and so i shall help you update. just as usual. charlene is too lazy to update. so she asked me to ask denise to update . but denise is too lazy to help her update. so i shall help her update. okay. enough of riddles. and so. now i'm gonna update about today. today has been a long day. hmmmm. we went to denise's house today. to marinate chicken. but then it was quite a failure i guess. haha. we spent at least half an hour just helping charlene to choose her clothes to the barbeque. haha. thats like so funny. den she started to take out all her "cute cute" clothes to show us. lets talk about the process of marinating. first we have to defrost. defrosting was by itself difficult because the chicken wings were not cooperating. they didn't want to be defrosted. and so me and charlene had to seperate and pull them apart one by one. yup yup. the water was cold and it was quite rather fun. haha. it was just the later part when we had to striaghten the chicken wing that screwe me alot. simply because i cun straighten them exvcept to pull them straighter. and verena happily dislocated teh chicken wings she pulled. thus we concluded she would do the proper marination with the oyster sauce, pepper and i dunno wad else. but anyway. there was a blackout all of a sudden. we dunno why. so the poor us went on marinating in the dark and later with a torchlight. marination brought us dirty and stinko hands. and guess what? with me dirty, smelly and chicken-infested hands. i touched denise's blouse and hugged her pink dog. she was so mad she ran after me to the kitchen. haha.i thought i wanted to hug her. but on second thoughts i dun tink i could with her mother smiling so sweetly at me. besides. we were rushing for time. haha. we ran out with the chicken tray and the aluminium foil came off. i told them it wun work. they should have listened to me. haha. it was rather comical how we went our seperate ways after that. everybody was rushing for time. -shakes head- haha. oh yes oh yes! denise and i are planning on our latest plan for four. i dunno what will work for all four of us. oh man. this is bad. but nvm. we have got plenty of time to tink abt that later. nearest upcoming event: vjc concert. i thought i would have asked charlene to pay. if only she wasn't that broke. haha. yup yup. basically. today was a eventful day. exciting! kayaking! buffeting! tanning! hmmmm. i dunno still got wad else. ice skating! but thats all after exams. 18 more days to exams. i'm quite like haven started studying yet. i haven really opened my textbooks for real. oh man. thats bad. haix. i tink the entry is long enough. tata~

much love,
melissa.