E4L :)
Dear Charlene,
Seeing your blog so dead and lifeless, actually speaks volumes. But it's ok, I'll update it for you, partly because I simply need a blog other than mine to update. Yah, why can't I just update my own blog right? Well, it's like being a fish in a fishbowl. You don't know what shape the fishbowl is until you're looking at it from the outside. Some things I just can't blog in my blog. So I guess it's not really a blog in that sense. My diaries are usually all fragmented into various cyber spaces, hidden from the other "space" we all live in. But I guess cyber diaries aren't really good. I mean after all, it's no longer personal. But I guess in such a fast-paced and dynamic rhythm we all dance to, there's no time to actually sit down and literally pen down your thoughts. So for now, cyber logs work for me. As long Bill Gates doesn't go mad one day and decide to shut down Microsoft.
I like Westlife a lot. Been listening to a lot of their songs lately. One of those bands which don't really grow old. I mean their songs are timeless, whether you're single, attached, married, whatever, I think Westlife is a very economic band in that sense. Appeals to many. But of course, those who don't appreciate Pop Music won't really get it. I don't think there's anything wrong with Pop Music per se, it is after all, just popular music. So I guess Pop music, as it's name explains, does appeal to many. Those who find it disgusting and choose not to "go with the flow", simply comprise of the minority. Well, free will.
So been pondering about Free Will quite a bit lately. I think it goes beyond the freedom of choice. I think it goes beyond what we intentionally choose, be it for the Glory of God or not. I don't know. It's quite complicated. Or maybe it's really that simple: God gave us the freedom to choose, to decide, to will - because we are The chosen race, we are His chosen people, and He loves us infinitely, unconditionally, despite the wrong choices that we so often make.
Believe me, JC is not easy. I want to get a boyfriend, get married and live happily ever after in a cozy apartment on the 20th floor along the East Coast. :)
Love,
Denise Cheong.
LAYS LAYS IN YOUR FACE! WE'RE GONNA WIN AND YOU'RE GONNA LOSE! NENENIPOOPOO! HA! LAYS! LAYS!
Love,
Denise Cheong - LAYS.
HELLO CHARLENE. Your blog has died, and decomposed into the dingy cyber graves. I am here to raise and rescue it from the clutches of death. I haven't seen you in five zillion years! That is pretty sad. PRETTY SAD. I've been feeling a bit inferior about myself, so you must help me boost my eeegoh. AND when on earth is our Dinos outing?!! I'm tired of waiting. (:
I MISS YOU CHARLENE. We need to go out and look pretty again. :D Holidays are here. Tell me when you're free before/after work k? I love you!
Your very fat friend,
Denise Cheong.
PS: This was meant to be a longer post, but I succumbed to laziness, as usual.
hey all.
charlene has decided to revive her blog!HAHA.hopefully it'll stay alive for sometime((:denise can take a break for now.oh well.
charlene is a happy girl now.
charlene has a new chapter to write about her life((:heeee((:
oh yeah.seoul garden is expensive on sundays.to all out there, DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY THERE ON WEEKENDS.
it costs like 24BUCKS!
super waste of money lah unless you just simply love food!
HAHA.
went there with mc,josh,ian and andrew yesterday after kfc.expensive but enjoyable((:
ice-cream was the best!
LOLS!oh and charlene has quitted her job already!
yay!
time to catch up with the rest and start baking...like finally((:
alrights.
here are some pics for you pple to enjoy((:so
ENJOY((:
AHHH!!!my HOTTIE!!((:
my fourfour people!((:
HDV reunited!((:
HAHA.(we DID NOT get caught like that okay[: )
CIA:T4Tians!!((:
LOVE CHAR((:
I LOVE MY HAM CHIM PANG((:
I'm feeling ultra emo today. This is the 3rd time I'm blogging. Wanted to blog on my blog, but I figured since I already blogged twice there, I think I shall not overblog my tall blog.Words fail me as I sit here upon the hallowed "wheel-chair", posturing my delicate long fingers across the keyboard, pondering about things past, things present, things yet to come. I remember I used to go swimming alone in Secondary One, at a tender meager age of 13, I used to believe if I stayed in the water long enough, I'd magically transform into a Mermaid (Catch no ball? See my blog.) As foolish as my cute innocent behaviour and mannerisms seem, somehow I still wish so. Perhaps its the subtle influence from "The Little Mermaid" which I just watched, but perhaps its something far more complex than that. Or in a more likely case, I'm exaggerating its complexities, evoking certain emotions jammed within me for far too long, an outlet maybe, an outlet of refuse, junk, rubbish. Ok, I'm over reacting.I'm listening to Bon Jovi. GARGH CHARLENE, I don't LISTEN to Jon Bon Jovi, but some songs of his are really suited for this moment. Madness. Madness. I'm sick. I've never been so serious.It's a sign. MADNESS.
-Denise Cheong
aye.
many things has been going through my mind lately.
sometimes i feel that i even have to put an act on and i hate it.
im so confused.
one problem solved, another popping out.
WTH.
family.relationship.family.relationship.OWN FEELINGS
crapp.all crap.
i just wanna like get out of this place.
best is just to get banged down lah:/
i thought it was all over when i realised its not.
sometimes i dont even feel like im charlene, the person whose always talking nonsense.
its like im someone whose invinsible and non-existent.
i can no longer talk bout all my problems even to my closest friends.
oh well.
WHATEVER LAH.
Love,
AHHH!!!my HOTTIE!!((:
my fourfour people!((:
HDV reunited!((:
HAHA.(we DID NOT get caught like that okay[: )
CIA:T4Tians!!((: